I. i am a ____
II. i love doing things just cause i like to
III. blablablablab
ENTRIES
03 July, 2008Y
todae everyone is js too lethargic to even bother to search and brainstorm on the ppt ... so we kinda copied...hehe.. niwaez met my guy during the second break ...
found out that his ex didn't have enuf calling his hp...even wen he changed the number she called his hse phone... i just wonder wad makes his mum let her talk to him eventho the agreement was not to even keep contact..now hu's the one gng thru all means to talk?
apparently one of the gurls told her he've moved on with someone else... linda...hmm i wonder if i'll meet her..
she asked if he was hapi... he said of coz she also mentioned she viewed his frenster and saw pictures of us together... she also had the skin to sae that i was much prettier he said of coz
the thing abt gurls wen they do his.....they're not over u guys... no matter how much a picture saes a thousand words...they just have to hear fof themselves
he then said u noe u're not supposed to call ... she knows.....
this was not the first time first was wen she called his hp in work said how she met this guy whom she planned to marry come on why in the world would u do such a thing unless u wud wan that someone to be hurt y wud u wanna hurt that someone unless u wan to see even a flicker of feelings still imbedded for them he told her that ur life and i'm wit mine...
yea woman if only u wud read this entry realise wad a fool u're making urself however u'd probably wudn't care coz u're too hurt as of now all those memories flooding bck to u of him all those non-erasable memories that the abstract parts of ur brains keeps putting it together nicely... how u wish he wud take u back
i'd imagine u're physicall with this guy... who most probably wud even make u forget my guy but u cnt deny at times u fall in the pit... feeling all weak wishing the familiarity of the shoulders of my fiance...
asking back that 2000 ... how low can u sink? i dun wana go thru all those things u did... not worth it
i only noe u cnt gt over him yet all those things u did to him only strengthen him made him change to the man i love yet u're disturbing him wen u disturb him u're disturbing me and i also noe , if u're so completely into this new guy, u'd be married by now n not bothering my fiance yet now i tink if u'd be married that fast how low can u sink wen u've alredi sunk low enuf...
my fiance is just too nice.. moreover cnt be bothered to call and actually tell daddy his lil gurl is doin js wad he told my fiance not to
i am a lil sadden i didn't noe sooner but i noe u just didn't wana tok bt it coz to u wad does it matter i luv u
now its only left me with one thing to think of her supposedly frens from my guy's bike grp... i noe i cn handle anyone will noe u cnt expect sugar and everytin nice from tem wen they alredi have the hypocrite attitude
easy i'll be sarcastic yet to think of it i wudn't wan to cause friction bwt him n his frens but yet curiousity is burning in me how r they like aould more or less give me the essence of her..
first i hated her i envied her supposedly strength for being such a bitch now that i see it i feel pity js plain ppity but i do have this feeling whereby i wana meet them give them the essense of myself for them to tell her how i am in every way somehow better
but i'm not dumb if ever any invitation to go out i'll nvr buy it... not in this lifetime ever...
i'll only end this entry to sae i pity her and look forward to show those gurls hui am also congrats to u baby sori i doubted u hehe i'll strive harder now to surpass u in car license...hmm...let the battle begin... ciao