I. i am a ____
II. i love doing things just cause i like to
III. blablablablab
ENTRIES
12 July, 2008Y
it is sad sometimes knowing that a lot of goods things comes to an end but i guess that's life certains things cnt be the way you'd want it to be
but i guess my life in my case would be a lot of things actually aren't my way not the way i'd want it to be
and i go through life thinking a lot of things about a lot of things
well niwaez pretty boys... many of my friends like them have crushes on them get all weak around them all blushed around them
here's one strange thing bt me tho there are pretty boys interested in me its js either i'm wit my bro at tt pt of time or they thought i was too stuck up for them to approach me
i admit i am one of those whose faces looks stuck up IF i dun smile aniwaez so they're cute rite eye catching rite
but no not for me not my cup of tea yea personality surpasses everything yea tt's how i search for the significant other i nvr tot i'd feel rite with them
besides the pt of coz tey could cheat but i'm js not atracted to them
i like big guys ones with manly feel wen i look at them also i like tall
so yea also i take a very long time reli liking and trusting someone believe me my fiance would tell u so
and for those guys out there hu think tt gurls like me are throphies to work hard for with words or money to then hold and showcase to ur pals think it thru!!!! yea especially those hu have been n think i'm as such heello do i look like a barbie doll to u?? huh wassup wit the stone throwing in the nite at my window??
and i wish i cud tell my mum haiz doesn't mean my ex was some caucasian pretty boy i like them hello he was the one askg me n plus wad wud u do wen he grows old? wud u still imagine his young face in bed? wud u still reminisce his good looks back then ?
all in all i js wan a simple guy who makes me feel like i'm the only one he looks at one hu wudn't chose skanks over me one hu wudn't stare at sum gurl's bare bck and deny like he was innocent one hu'd do anitin for me hu's frens are not more impt than me one hu does not take advantage of me one hu's not a coward
