I. i am a ____
II. i love doing things just cause i like to
III. blablablablab
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29 June, 2008Y
i've been doing a lot thinking lately.. the previous post i thought i would nvr be in.. life is very unexpected
To think of it now, this is the time of my life where i have to be strong.. For the first time i am faced with depression because of my parents...yet agn except worse Why would they just not be like other parents? It hurts a lot i have to hide... If only i could be as honest i've nothing pretty much to hide.
Is it wrong if my heart feels how it feels? Is is a sin if i cared for someone? Dont they realise i've changed for the better because of u? Dont they realise they were once my age? Dont they realise this is not puppy love?
If only they knew... If only they knew.. haiz...
I dont club i dun drink..amongst other things... what more cud they want?
I have been nice.. now i cud only sulk even more at the thought of the "ideal" guy.. everytin i join as ig or cca have been controlled everything i wear everywhr i go every decision i've ever made
the one thing i can make they wanna make me suffer and hide
why my siblings didn't gt it? y me alone?
i now know i'll nvr share anitin everytin i must keep to myself for it to be mine
dare they try to impose anitin i'll only find my way round and i'll put my feet down dare they mention him or marriage before i do... i'll wear my heart on my sleeve for everyone to see......
this is my life my destiny my heart on god's will , i'll marry the man i love and let time prove my side of the story this is just too much too much for this century for such tolerance...
in god's will , i'll be and marry the man of my life in god's will i'll bear the child in future , non other then saharudi's.....